think i am facing mid life crisis now. life seems unfuilining... just day aft day... work is so mundane and boring no fun at all.... am really not suited to desk bound job. it seems to be making me stupid and less brain productive.
mind is not as active and agile as before.... what if i start getting dementia in the next 2 - 3 yrs.... better start doing something to ge the brain working again...
i still have my darlings to think of..... jeez....
now think think... what can i do???
