Out of Focus.......

so many things happening all at the same time..... there are so many things that I want to do and they are all long-term items.... things like getting my teacher / trainer certification for ballet / pilates.
 being conversationally fluent in Korean. jeez..... on top of all these.... my person CCA (dun tell u what that is), my work, family and my beauty sleep......

i really dun want to sacrifice my beauty sleep to do all those.... k to attend classes on pilates and dance, it can be done on weekends. but ballet class will be in the middle of the day which (my hubby will complain) that it is a weird timing and disrupts our family time.

then my CCA is so time-consuming need to make lots of calls and do follow ups. as for korean, to find 2 hours per night to practise is also a little difficult cos my sons wants me to play with them or i have to supervise G's homwwork or do revision with him on his upcoming tests....after doing all those, i will conk out with J while tucking him in for the night. to do my revision, i will have to wake up after falling asleep to do the revision......

tot of waking up earlier at ard 4am to do an hour revision before i go for my morning exercise but that will translate me going to bed at 9pm latest else i will not have enough sleep...ergghh.... so difficult...

ar har, i know, i will set aside Thursday night to do my revision, since Fri, G does not have any impt on th following day. that settles my korean revision. as for my ballet class, think need to shelf it first. i will target to get my certification for Pilates first by this year end. so first thing first, need to go find a centre that has mat classes that fits my schedule..... tata......

when things don't go well.........

listen to my fav songs or hype songs to change the mood or hav a good cry and move on.
when some bitch at work accuses your integrity and you know you cannot win cos she is some big shot, shut her off your senses.

the mighty one up there... i hope you are recording all these and strike these incidents off the list of challenges you set for me.

Anyway this is my life, I have decided to stay on till....... and i will do so and continue to work on my plans. I will try to do what i love often and work towards living my dream afterall life is short.

Looking forward to 五月天's concert in June......

2012....

2012 ended with a fan fare for me, my parents and siblings. It made our family more united, my dad coming terms with certain things and more supportive of my mum. As for my siblings, we are learning to stand against the usual protocol and norms.

For my own family, it was a good year with a few travels and staycations. I am sure my kids had fun just like me... haha.

I am still working on getting my Pilates teacher certification. So far I have clocked only 1 observations and 2 practise sesssions. But I have clocked 13 teaching classes..... so the resolutions for 2013.....

1) Obtain Pilates teaching certification
2) Work my way around the "W***h at Work" - avoid /minimise conflict with her
3) Take KoreanTopik Test

Timeline for resolutions....... end of 2013.... Ain't it obvious??? haha